Kevin Regnard aka Xerxes Break past story..

30years ago, Kevin Regnard as a knight of his master family cannot protect them
Only the daughter of his master was alive...
And then he hear an evil voice, it was from Abyss
Finally Will of Abyss give what he wish for, to change the time so then his master not die
And the story was change, his master not die with his family but a few years later another noble family killed them and this time the daughter of his master was died

"If I wasn't change the time, my master's daughter won't die... It's like that I'm the one who killed her..."

elliot-kun no koto...

If you already know about your fault, you're moving to the next step already!!
The next is up to you! Do you want to go to the front or going back to your old self!

Recently i'm easily crying when watching anime..

It started from FMA brotherhood, I feel sad about their trying to get back to theirself and the final episode hohenheim smile on his wife's grave...
And then toradora, I feel the same way with taiga
And then pandora hearts, how could be a father do that to his own child
After that jigoku shoujo mitsuganae, it's a little weird I watch it many time but now I'm crying
And then miracle train, there an episode that remind me of my dead granpa,uncle and cousin...

This's emberassing but I feel sad when watch them --"
Don't laugh.. Eheheh

after watch this anime, i'd just remember ..

You 3 are watching over me in that peace place...
Thank u for the past years...

The world without u was sad...
If u smile,
If u sang,
The world became wonderfull :)

Org" yg mati tnggalin perasaan yg mengganjal dlm hdup na bkal hdup 1x lg
Tp...
Bdan nya lama" membusuk qlu merasa senang..

-undead-

i'm a baskerville who will bring darkness to you... by reo baskerville

baskerville,
long time ago it was one of the 4duke family (baskerville,rainsworth,barma,nightray)
this kingdom was the one who start the tragedy of Sabrie, where everyone was send to abyss....
it was a scary moment if you were born that time...

well , it doesn't matter i didn't interest in something like that
but
strange thing always happen around me, like i feel someone talking inside me...
i never listen to what it said but it bothering me.

until one day someone coming to me, he's the one who bother me when i was reading a book--
"you're boring..." when i said that he's mad and shouting ...
up to you , it still bothering me when you're shouting to much..
after that he often coming to hear my piano play and oneday he offered me to be his servant
well ok, but i'm not really good that it's up to you

for a reason my master, elliot gonna die because of his injured in battle
a voice in my heart saying, that a chain humpty dumpty can help him...
i'm sorry elliot but please listen to me this time, said it...
"humpty dumpty"

after that his chain was uncontrol, and he don't want anybody to hurt anymore because of him
he reject his chain and his condition of body was back like before many injures, finally....
he was dead by saying...
"i'm sorry Reo.."
that's my line elliot, i'm the one who cannot protect you....

after that vincent took his chain and bought me to nightray house,
he's saying that the voice i heard was Glen baskerville
the one who started the tragedy of sabrie,
so... i'm glen's reincarnation?

only me who can open the door of abyss,
i'm the one who cannot bring happiness to others
am i gonna be like this forever?

for the second time, i want to be your servant by gilbert nightray

jack-sama...
that's my old master's name, everytime i hear that name i remembered the happy time with him
he take me and my brother who was nobody to him to be his servant...
but... 100years ago, i failed to protect him....as a servant i was failure.....

after that tragedy of Sabrie, i woke up and meet a new master...
this time i promise to myself that i could protect him, but time was running...
the fate took him to the abyss, i was shock and couldn't say a thing .......
i'm not good as a servant, i'm just a failed person that shouldn;t be born..

10years after that he was back from abyss, when i saw him...
i hug him and i feel so relief...
but in other way i feel so afraid if he knows who am i?
but it just my imajination....
the fact...
when he know who i am.... He offered me to be his servant again...
yes i do...
i want to protect you this time...
and forever


many thing had happen, at the end i know a truth about him....
he was the reincarnation of my old master jack vessalius,

good to hear that, as the fate said
i will protect you and be your servant forever
my master Oz Vessalius. :)

Oz:
I really want to spare my live happily..
But I'm always troubled everyone... If I died, will everyone be happy? Will they be saved?
I was fallen into the darkness of abyss, even my own father said I shouldn't be born...
Even my sister, my friends they all was nice to me, but I'm always think that I make them sad...
Until now there's 2 of them tell me how life must go...
"U live for us, if you're not here we're all not here too, because your existence make us comfortable..."
"How can you sacrifice yourself like that?! We're not sacrificing you so we can be saved, we're going together to the future"
Thanks for that I really did realise now...
That my exixtence was not bothering, I really want to change the future... To the light where we gonna make a wish of happiness.

in this condition you still at my side by xerxes break

Break..
That's not my real name
If you heard the name kevin regnard, you will now my history of life..
Killing people, didn't see who was that, just keep killing and killing....

I live as a servant and I failed to save my master family ... The only child of them was alive but I run away not bring her over, I run to master of abyss...
"I'm begging you please.. Bring my master family's back, I'm sacrificing my everyting for this.."

Finally she took one of my eye and when I woke up, it was 100years after that tragedy..
A little girl ran for help, I don't need friend, I don't need help, I'm just a servant that cannot protect my own master..
But she doesn't comment for it, she's very kind of me...
Finally..
I've become her servant,this time I'll protect you...
My new master...even my eyes now cannot seen anything, you always by my side helping me..
I won't let anyone harmed you..
My lady sharon rainsworth....

i wonder if i was right.... by jack

Hero of the country, that all people said about me
I was dead a long time ago to save this country by killing my own friend,Glen baskerville
I'm not a hero, I'd kill my only friend how can you all people called me that...
I'm just can laugh and cry for it

I'm no longer live in this world, my soul was trap in this little boy body..
For the second time my friend want to destroy this country,
So?
I must killed you again ?
The same memories...
The same act..
The same painfull..
What the meaning of you for doing that?
I want us to be friendly with her..
The 3 of us together on that window, laughing together..
With the morning sunshine, we can make our happiness
But I think you've change nothing I can do for it..
I wonder what I've done was right ... ?

face your fate by elliot...

Elliot:
I was born in a luxury family,2brothers and one sister
Actually I'm very proud of it, but somehow I feel bad for what I have done
Reo.. I know he must be angry with me in his mind, I'm just a sellfish man
Vanessa.. I understand that you're worried about me,you don't want to chosse reo because you want the best for me
Claude..Ernest... You two are the best brother I have..
Gil and vincent they've been living in sorrowness, I don't think bad about them..
Because they're my own family
A lot of thinks I haven't know yet...
About the rumor about vessalius family, my family always talk bad about them

After I met and talk to him face to face,
I already know the truth, they not bad as I heard -v-

The other truth that I know now, that reo was a baskerville...
And the most painfull think was... I'm the humpty dumpty master..
I've killed many sinfull human.. can I be forgive
I'm sorry reo... I cannot stay by your side as you said for me...

everytime u kissed me by lacie...

Lacie:
Everytime u said u love me I was so happy, but then time has change...
The red roses became dark black..
World has became worst, but I will here waiting for u to come back and said that u love me for the last time, before I can closed my eyes...
Before I can rest for this long waiting....