i wonder if i was right.... by jack

Hero of the country, that all people said about me
I was dead a long time ago to save this country by killing my own friend,Glen baskerville
I'm not a hero, I'd kill my only friend how can you all people called me that...
I'm just can laugh and cry for it

I'm no longer live in this world, my soul was trap in this little boy body..
For the second time my friend want to destroy this country,
So?
I must killed you again ?
The same memories...
The same act..
The same painfull..
What the meaning of you for doing that?
I want us to be friendly with her..
The 3 of us together on that window, laughing together..
With the morning sunshine, we can make our happiness
But I think you've change nothing I can do for it..
I wonder what I've done was right ... ?